Well, not too unexpectally, my aunt passed away during the night. I got the message when I got to work this morning & I just broke down. Like I said earlier, I wasn’t close to her in the recent years but I was deeply saddened to hear about it. My mom & grandma are really upset and that just kills me. I was such a mess at work I couldn’t do anything so I left. I feel really guilty about screwing over my 3 fave coworkers but I had to get out of there. Of course I have no where to go-no car & they are STILL working on my apt. So I’m in a cafe, thinking about my aunt. I always loved visiting her big old house when she & my uncle lived in E.OR. I discovered Stuart Little & Charolette’s Web there and used to play all sorts of games of pretend based on them. I still think of that time when I reread them.
My heart goes out to her children & esp her husband, who sadly is in a home for Altimzer.

I promise a more cheerful post tomorrow.

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